I feel like I have lost a part of myself. And I don't know where or how to find it back again or if I should even try.


I wished I had more time and that I thought less.

I am happy. =)

Thank you.

I will remember you.
Last night.
And your last few words before you closed the car door.

For a long time to come.

Luna Sea - I For You.



Romaji I For You

nee hontou wa dare mo nee ai senai to iwarete
kowagari no kimi to de ai yatto sono imi ni kizuita

kizutsuku tame ima futari deatta nara kanashi sugiru yo

kokoro kara kimi ni tsutaetai...
kitto dake hontou no kimi no sugata wo motomete

mada bukiyou ni warau ne mada kanashimi ga ni au kara

kimi to de au tame dake ni sou umareta nara kaerareru ka na...

kokoro kara kimi ni tsutaetai
kizutsuki sugita kedo mada ma ni au yo
kokoro kara kimi wo ai shiteru
kimi ni furu itami wo nugutte agetai subete I for you

kokoro kara kimi ni tsutaetai
kimi no egao itsu mo mitsumeraretara

kokoro kara kimi wo ai shiteru
kimi ni furu hikari wo atsumete agetai subete I for you


Translation I For You

Hey, the truth is that someone said, hey, that I can't love anyone
I finally realized the significance of meeting you, who is so nervous

If we met one another in order to get hurt, then this is just too sad

I want to tell you something from my heart...
I'm just looking for your true form

You still smile awkwardly, sadness still suits you

If I was born in order to meet you, then I wonder if I can change?...

I want to tell you something from my heart
I'm hurt a little bit too much, but I'll still be on time
I love you from my heart
I want to wipe all of the pain away that falls on you, I for you

I want to tell you something from my heart
If only I can always look upon your smile

I love you from my heart
I want to gather up all of the light that falls on you, I for you

I still miss you.

Wall after wall,
I watch them as they fall,
Not a moment for my eye to blink,
Not a second for me to think.

I will persevere.

had i known before what i knew today, i would have drew the line and just kept my bloody distance.

I do not know how apathetic ppl who know nothin of logic, maturity, consideration - technically zero EQ - n who probably can't understand half the things i'm sayin here, can manage to stay alive for so long when they step all over other ppl's toes and lay d blame anythin and everythin on anyone and everyone except themselves.

You think that maybe its just a phase,so you keep silent, swallow all nonsense hurled at you with gritted teeth and fervently pray deep inside for these ppl to either pass out of sight and bother someone else or at least accumulate some dust of maturity or intelligence or wisdom after a month or two but noooo.... These ppl blame u for not lookin where you're walkin when they walk right into a very stationary you.

Yes, we have a lot of ppl like that its just a matter of whether you're unlucky enough to happen to know any of them. Literally speaking, its like hurling yourself at a parked car and then pressing charges against d car owner for reckless drivin and demandin for compensation. No, it isn't very different at all. Dear lord, what is the world coming to these days? Save me from this balderdash, please, before i pop an artery.

At the end of the day, you really are on your own.